I knew this was coming. He was away at college for a year...of corse he would be dating someone.
I didn't think he'd bring her here. Much less to my WORK. Do you know how embarrassing it is to cry at work? Everyone watches and knows exactly what's going on. It's terrible.
Why doesn't he love me? :(
I haven't do anything wrong.
She's just older.
I guess I don't need him anyway.
But I'm not strong enough to not care.
I need attention from boys.
It's not something I like.
But I do it.
I need it.
It's the only time I feel beautiful.
It's like being on a longboard.
With one push you're just coasting and it's the most freeing experience in the world.
I just don't know how to cope without him.
And what makes it harder is that he's still trying to talk to me.
Because he still loves me.
I just can't do this anymore.
Game over.
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