I fell in love with this boy over the course of a month, and today he broke my heart.
I knew he wasn't into the relationship thing, but the way he would talk to me made me feel like there was a chance.
He's gone back to Chicago and left me wondering why I'm never enough.
I hope it all treats you well. I hope you never read this.
Sunday, January 3
I'm over everything at this point. Relationships aren't for me right now and I'm okay with that. Honestly I don't even care anymore. I'm ready to move on and get on with my life. Thankfully I'm in the process of apartment hunting. Nothing cements an new start like a new place to live.
I'm ready to start this new chapter on my own and in the real world. It's scary and exciting. I'm ready to make memories in a new place with new people. I'm ready to have absolute control over how I live my life.