The fact that any one of you could be someone I know in real life scares me to death.
I'm not ready for people in real life to know the real me.
In fact, I wish I didn't know the "real" me.
I wish I'd just go away.
I wish I didn't have these secrets.
I wish my actions weren't backed by nefarious thoughts.
I wish I could open up to people.
Not just hide behind a computer screen.
I wish I wasn't so fake.
I guess I just feel like maybe if I try hard enough to be someone else it'll happen.
If I convince everyone that I'm okay, maybe I will be.
Maybe it's that easy.
Maybe it's all in my head.
you know what? I think it is.
Here's some advice, don't ever let your life be consumed by secrets.
I'm not ready for people in real life to know the real me.
In fact, I wish I didn't know the "real" me.
I wish I'd just go away.
I wish I didn't have these secrets.
I wish my actions weren't backed by nefarious thoughts.
I wish I could open up to people.
Not just hide behind a computer screen.
I wish I wasn't so fake.
I guess I just feel like maybe if I try hard enough to be someone else it'll happen.
If I convince everyone that I'm okay, maybe I will be.
Maybe it's that easy.
Maybe it's all in my head.
you know what? I think it is.
Here's some advice, don't ever let your life be consumed by secrets.
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