It's much more serious now..
I mean it's one thing to have an ED and keep from passing out,
It's an entirely different thing to have and ED and be in powerlifting and keep from passing out.
I'll have to change somehow.
Maybe eat more :/
Maybe quit.
I'm not sure.
All I really know is that I just don't want to have a repeat of today.
6am, empty stomach from the day before, and an intense work out.
At first it's fine, then it's not.
Then I'm falling to the floor with a weight still on me.
It's nothing new.
I'm always pushing my limits.
I'm always running on empty.
I'm normally good at stopping before I give anything away.
I'm normally really good at keeping from fainting and stuff like that.
I don't know.
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