Friday, April 7

its so easy to feel like you matter at least for a minute.
he told me im pretty
he called me baby
i dont think you meant to hurt me
cause im sure youre just really nice
im sure youre really nice to everyone
and thats just the problem
i felt like i mattered to you for a minute
and i felt so good
and i wanted to make you feel good
so i wanted to give you something
and i drew you the most beautiful picture
but then i saw your phone going off
and i don't know who they were
maybe just friends
maybe more
but i realized i already liked you too much
and im the kind of person who needs boundries
but not being official doesnt give me the right to know who those girls are
it just makes me crazy
it just makes me paranoid
cause now im realizing that im not special
and im not your baby
and im not your perfect girl
cause im not a perfect girl
and i wasnt expecting you to love me
but now im feeling even worse
and a little more cheap
and way more worthless
and i didnt think this was going to be this long
i didnt think i cared this much
i keep hurting myself again and again
for the off chance im gonna make the right choice following my heart

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