Best Dream Ever!

So, I don't know if I've said this before, but I have baby fever. Bad. (no, I'm not pregnant at the moment. I'm only 18!)

So last night, I had this dream. At first it was weird, like me and my friends were at this outlet mall that was kind of outdoors and in the wild? I guess it was more tropical. Anyway we were all just shopping and then we found this big tree that was in the middle of the mall and it was broken in half like someone fell on it and it tipped over. At this tree there was a parachute kind of just thrown on it, and some cupcakes sitting on a plate and there were some people there who looked really sad. And for some reason we didn't talk to them but another lady (that we apparently knew) came by and took the parachute and that made the other's so angry. So somehow we like went back in time and we found out why the tree was the way it was. I don't remember much of it, but I remember it was a tragedy. We all felt really bad, and then we were back in the present and the lady that took the parachute put it back and another adult went a put another plate of cupcakes down on the tree. Then a women that was originally there walked by and took the parachute and I remember just crying. I cried because I felt sorry for her and I cried because I knew there was no helping her. So that was weird...

But then I woke up at like 3am and fell asleep again.

So this time I was with some kids from school and we were hanging out. We started talking and I told them I was pregnant. They were all happy and then like magically I was huuuuuuuuuge and I looked so cute! (Think like this: I'm 5'3" and 120lbs, so add a baby belly to that!) So then I had my baby and he looked about 4 months old. His name was Gage and he had light blue eyes like my mom and dark brown hair. And I remember holding him and kissing his little face and I remember how he smelled and I remember his smile. And for my whole dream I just got to play with him! I carried him around with me when I went on walks and I remember feeling his little hands grab all over my face like he was trying to figure out if I was real. I remember telling people "I love him so much, I don't care if you think I'm not ready, I've waited my whole life for this. I've lived my whole life for this moment." And I don't know who his father is. I never even bothered thinking about that. I just remember feeling so happy with him in my arms and I still can't stop smiling!

I know it was just a dream but it felt so real. I can still feel his face against mine and I remember how he smelled. Needless to say, this was the best dream of my life! I just want to go back and dream it all over again! I feel like I just met my son and I'm so so so excited! I know that sounds crazy but I love him, I really do, even if he's just a part of my dreams. :)