I don't know what to do with the world.
I'm willing to try anything just to feel.
I'm doing everything just to stay alive.
I remember 5 years ago I realized I wasn't normal.
I remember hating food, and just stopping eating.
I remember telling this boy all about my life.
I had nothing to hide.
He told me it was wrong.
He told me it was messed up.
He told me not to let it get worse.
I let it get worse.
I stopped telling him anything at all.
I didn't eat around him, he didn't make me.
It wasn't enough.
I'd started throwing up.
Secretly.
He found out.
He found me.
He explained to me what an eating disorder was.
My life changed.
I was able to find other people like me.
Now that I had an identity.
I'm sure that's not how he meant it to go.
He was a nice boy.
I'm sure he's happy.
Me?
I'm trying to stay alive.
I'm willing to try anything just to feel.
I'm doing everything just to stay alive.
I remember 5 years ago I realized I wasn't normal.
I remember hating food, and just stopping eating.
I remember telling this boy all about my life.
I had nothing to hide.
He told me it was wrong.
He told me it was messed up.
He told me not to let it get worse.
I let it get worse.
I stopped telling him anything at all.
I didn't eat around him, he didn't make me.
It wasn't enough.
I'd started throwing up.
Secretly.
He found out.
He found me.
He explained to me what an eating disorder was.
My life changed.
I was able to find other people like me.
Now that I had an identity.
I'm sure that's not how he meant it to go.
He was a nice boy.
I'm sure he's happy.
Me?
I'm trying to stay alive.
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