Monday, December 16

Get me out of here.

I can't wait to get out of this town. 

I don't like anyone here.

I don't want to be stuck here for the rest of my life.

I don't care how big your house is, it's still in this town so no.

I don't care how your dad is on the school board.

I don't care if your mom's an elementary teacher.

I don't care if you saw so-n'-so at someone's house yesterday.

I don't care that you're singing in church sunday.

I don't care about what's-her-name's-mom's shiny new car.

I don't care if you just slept with a boy.

I don't care if you got so drunk you slept with a girl.

I'm so done with all this stupidity. I get it. We're all shallow, but it seems like that's all this town has to offer. Just a bunch of people too shallow to care about anything that doesn't involve them. I'm glad you have a nice house. I'm glad your family has enough money to play keeping up with the Jones's. I'm really glad you don't have any actual problems. What else do you want me to say? "Oh you're right, so-n'-so's car isn't as good as your new one." "I think you should have bought the white diamond one instead. Would've been way more classy." "Oh my gosh, that new nail polish looks fabulous!" 

Maybe I'm just jealous because I don't have millions. Maybe I'm just upset because I wish my biggest problem was what color diamond necklace to buy, or not being happy with the way the pool boy cleaned the pool. But you know what? I'm glad I'm not in that same state of mind. I'm glad I don't have to stay here for much longer. And so what if I don't know what I'm looking for. I just know I'm not looking for this, I'm not looking for something in these people or stores or city. 

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